(please know that one of the great ways to sort through things is in writing...)
Do you ever begin feeling down and can't pinpoint where it has come from? I all of a sudden began to feel very lonely this past week. A little insecure maybe, a little paranoid maybe, hormonal maybe that too! But as I look back over the past month, I have been really busy getting ready to move, trying to get caught back up and maybe a little ahead at work, and just doing the daily "living" stuff. I think my problem is that I have isolated myself from everyone, at times even Trevor and Grayson, and it's sending me into this little funk. Thankfully God and I have reconnected very quickly with the help of this semester's awesome Bible Study on Esther!!
I feel a little out-of-touch with everything around me and that is never good. I have isolated myself to the point that it feels uncomfortable making the phone calls to restore relationships that you have neglected and try to get back in the groove again. Trevor and I definitely need some time with just each other and hopefully will get a date night when my Mom comes next week! I can't wait to unpack toys with Grayson and find "long lost" treasures to play with. As for my friends, some of you reading, please don't think that I don't think of you and pray for you often. I have seemed to be in the background in my own world, but I do want to know what's going on in your world too! I can't wait to invite ya'll over for coffee on a Friday morning when the "big" boys are in school.
So, I'm saying good-bye to whatever is involved in the January funk and it's time to press on. The last couple of weeks went by in a blur, and February is upon us. It's the time to celebrate those we love and hold dear. So to all of you who are dear to me, here's to getting over the funk and reconnecting!!
Laura's 2nd Birthday
15 years ago
4 comments:
glad I read your blog this a.m. as you did not say anything to me about what you had written in our conversation yesterday.....am not going to scroll to the various comment areas, will just comment here..by the way it is 6:50 a.m. & we are getting ready to check out of our hotel & head to Ga. then to Megan's...glad to know that all is well at the gyn and that you finally went for an appt....just move & take your mind off the situation...so many couples have gotten pregnant just after a move....perhaps you had a case of the Jan. blahs...I used to get them all the time in Jan....don't know if it was because Oct. to Dec. was a whirwind in our household& then everything died, or the yucky weather or all of the above...haven't had the Jan. blahs for a couple of years now, but always used to...so maybe you are taking somewhat after your mama....love you bunches & we'll see you soon.....love you bunches & bunches & then some....mom xxoxoxo
Hey girlfriend!! We've all been there to some degree and have felt the same way. Don't be too hard on yourself though. I know I've been in my own little baby wonderland over here and other than doing a few little things here and there I feel bad I haven't kept up with everyone like I should too. It is winter time and a boring time of year as well that can bring on those feelings. Today was an awesome study and I know brought alot of encouragement to everyone. I always say feelings are fickle and not always a true indicator of how things really are. We're just plain women aren't we and wired just like one. HA!! I'm always here for you no matter how much time has passed since we've last talked.... so no worries over here:)
i know its hard when your life is boxed up and on hold but it will pass soon!!
Oh Jayne, as tears roll down my cheeks. We are always here....with loving & open arms to love on you, in the busy seasons & the not so busy seasons. We all go through 'funks'....that's just life. So glad to see your heart!! Can't wait for that Friday cup of coffee!!! :) Love you bunches!!
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