Hello Friends!

I wish I could say that I am coming back to the world of blogging, but alas, I cannot make such a promise. I came across my old page and realized that an update was in order.

That song still gets to me, but thankfully is still true, now a year later. God is still shouting out to me, "I loved you then, I love you now, and I'll love you tomorrow. When the world breaks you down, I will give you strength to stand. Look to me, take my hand, and just believe."

Sometimes I can't believe more than a year has passed, other times it feels as if it all came crashing down yesterday, and as in today, the reminders around me are great. I would not wish my life on anyone, but to say that I wish it never happened wouldn't be true. I know that I am not the same woman today, and for that I am grateful. To those of you who have prayed for me, laughed and cried with me, hugged me when there were no words, called to check in, prayed some more, encouraged me, etc., many thanks! God has been truly faithful and by my side, never wavering. I am doing more than existing, I am truly living life to it's fullest. Thus the new title of my blog. I steal away all the precious moments I can out of life and make sure that I don't just steal them but that I am purposeful in creating them for myself and for Grayson.

I still have no idea where God is taking Grayson and I, but I have both of my feet planted firmly on a path and they WILL NOT WAVER!! I stand on the road to freedom, to truth, to love in all it's forms, to commitment, to honesty, to a life well-lived, to financial peace and security. It is definitely a road I never intended to be on, but that is not something I dwell on at all. I MUST LIVE in reality. God blessed me with a wonderful counselor who has brought me to the place where I can actually SEE the reality around me. It terrifies me, thrills me, makes my heart groan in agony, and gives me incredible hope for the things to come!

I am one year into my full-time job in the working world of CHildren's Ministry. This has been an absolute blessing in my life. I see it as God's gift to me during the upheaval in my personal life. The girl who ran from Religion Hall, who did not want to marry anyone going into ministry, the one who felt not worthy, God is giving me exactly what I never wanted and I am learning and growing in ways unimaginable! I love going to work every day. And although it's hard to be a single working mom, my job makes it as easy as possible. Grayson loves coming to work with me and is learning at such a young impresionable age what ministry and service in the church looks like. He is learning to BE the church NOW!

Hopefully I won't wait a year until posting again, but until that time, blessings to you my friends in blogger-land. May you see God's hand in your lives and expereince His touch daily!

Love and Prayers,
Jayne